If you know me personally? Get out.

Do more than exist.
Only you can set you free.
It's true, you can only run away from the monster when you tell yourself you need help, when you finally accept that you have a problem that is unhealthy for you, when you finally decide to walk away from what is hurting you.

I don’t like showing my true emotions or being sad around people, I find it to be pointless. Whatre they going to do? It makes them feel useless and helpless. And since I feel this way too often than even I can take, I’m sure they’ll get sick of it, so I just isolate myself from everyone. I feel like I’m socially drifting from my friends, but I guess its for the best because I don’t want people to care the day I decide to take my life. I’m missing school, lying to everyone I love, hating myself, everythings kind of in a downward spiral. This is a scary drop.

korean -
sixteen -
vancity -
bulimic/anorexic -
anxiety & depression -

Sometimes I feel like this world was designed to slowly kill me. In some sick way, it doesn't want to just shoot me, it wants to torture me with every heartbreak and betrayal. I just come here to escape.

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Greying by Gabrielle Wee.
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